Fallen Angel

Loneliness

2009-07-24T16:20:00.011+05:30

Loneliness has become a friend of mine, something I used to regard as a foe,
My mood is glum in my life I have never felt so low.

I know moving on seems the right thing to do,
What can I do if I still love you?

It is faith that bought us together, and love has torn us apart
Difficult for me still is to follow the matters of the heart.

Everyone I am with today is just a reflection of your soul,
I am still incomplete without you, you make me whole.

No one can make me feel life the way you would,
I am trying to move on but only I wish that I really could

The heart still lies broken after so many years,
I am headed to a place where lie my previously asleep fears.

I want to move ahead, live a complete life a life without you
But how can I be truthful to someone else when to myself alone I am not true.

Friends I wouldn't have mind staying if that meant seeing you everyday
But the love I have for you would still beat in my heart for which there would be no other way.

I hate to be the melodramatic fool who still clings to the past
You are not my first passion, but you could most certainly be the last.

I want to move ahead, let you go and set you free
Everyday I pray to god for this strength that he gives it to me

Loneliness has become a friend of mine, something I used to regard as a foe,
My mood is glum in my life I have never felt so low.

One Of My Earlier Poems,Having gained a litle confidence.. posting it now.

When I Am With You

2009-05-07T15:27:00.004+05:30

When I am with you… my mind is no longer my own,
When I am with you… there is no place on earth where I am alone

When I am with you… the world is a beautiful place,
When I am with you… all I see is your smiling face.

When I am with you… in you I have full faith
When I am with you… why do I get worried even when you are a little late

When I am with you… the sun forever seems to shine
When I am with you... you belong to me … forever mine

When I am with you… I love you the way a man loves, the way a man would
When I am with you… I love you in a way no one ever could

When I am with you…I want the moment to last forever
When I am with you… I look forward to spending days, months and years together

When I am with you…easy to love you more and more everyday
When I am with you… this becomes much harder to say

When I am with you… my mind is no longer my own,
When I am with you… there is no place on earth where I am alone

© Bhuvan Gupta

That's Faith

2008-10-14T12:00:00.013+05:30

When you wait for someone, without knowing whether it is worth the wait,
That's Faith.

When you know things will be better, even though they may be a little late,
That's Faith.

When you share with someone, whatever little is on your plate,
That's Faith.

When you love someone, even when knowing that he is so full of hate.
That's Faith.

When you are yourself, and your thoughts may seem a little out of place,
That's Faith.

When you know something is priceless, and cannot be bought at any rate,
That's Faith.

When you still love someone, knowing she can never be your mate,
That's Faith.

When you understand GOD's designs, even though everything that was once together, seems to be heading for a break,
That's Faith.

Why

2008-09-25T00:23:00.004+05:30

Why so disappointed in life I let myself be,
Why can't I take life as it comes to me.

Why do I not see the sun shine,
Why do clouds of despair surround head of mine.

Why can't I take everyday as a new start,
Why do I look at yesterday, event though it's already past.

Why can I forgive someone else's mistake
Why can't I do the same in my own case.

Why can I see the shining light in some one else's soul,
Why can't I fit myself in the same role.

Why do I see love as something I need today,
Why did I then ignore it when it came to me and I looked away.

Why do so many thoughts I feel,
Why don't I realize life is not a flashback reel.

Why don't I take myself to a higher ground,
Why everything in me is chaos and nothing sound.

For Me Someone

2008-08-03T04:29:00.005+05:30

For me someone special, she will always remain,

My heart is so full of happiness there is no room for pain.

I know I love her, I know how I feel,
Things have changed now, changed with the turning of time wheel.

With her besides me, the sun forever seems to shine,
She is far from me, but in my heart forever mine.

She is my need, she is my desire,
If I said I don’t love her, I would be a liar.

Then I met him, a kind, genuine and a gentle man,
Who seemingly loved her the way I thought only I can.

I told him I loved a girl, without revealing her name,
He promised me, he will help me get closer to her much the same.

As time passed, I realized that he loved her, more than I know,
Then, I thought, why let my feelings show.

He then went and confessed his feelings to her,
She accepted him, and now she is his forever.

People who know me, say I have been a fool in this love game,
I don’t think I have lost; things for me still remain the same.

Friends we were, friends we still remain.
How do I define my relationship with her, for it never really had a name.

He will always treat her well, not make her feel sad,
It makes me a satisfied man, a happy man, makes me glad.

Is love not about wishing the person best forever,
My dear I wish you the best whenever, wherever.

Whenever you need me, just let out a call,
I will be there to stop you from tumbling, I will break your fall.

Thinking of you two together, makes me smile,
You two are so happy together, happiness I haven’t felt for quite a while.

Friends today, friends we will be everyday,
A smile comes to my face, when I think that you two will be together some day.

I don’t think so I have lost, but as a matter of fact I have won,
For now I have two friends near to me, before it was only one.

Don’t think of it as a sacrifice I have made,
The path I follow remains the same, as it was already laid.

I don’t cry for it is over, I smile because it is still there,
Things happen in life, things change for which we care.

Just the thought of love, brings a smile to my face,
Isn’t love what we need today, in a world so full of hate.

My heart knows my secrets, the secrets that lie really deep,
I hope they never come out of their keep.

So, I smile today, as I always would,
What is bad but the signal of coming good.

© Bhuvan Gupta

Somewhere In Time

2008-06-05T00:56:00.004+05:30

Somewhere in time I did something wrong,

These thoughts come to me me as I write this song.

What I did was not a smart thing to do,
What I have to do, to drive away the feeling that is so blue.

Somewhere,somehow I always wanted to give her the best,
Not thinking openly, not giving my mind rest.

I have learned a lesson, and now its too late,
Somethings done sooner the better, some can wait.

I guess life just goes on,
What was once mine is now gone.

I have to pull myself together,
But these feelings will now surround me, now and forever.

The pain inside me has to break free,
To make myself strong, for that the need be.

A broken heart is patched up, but the memory remains,
I guess that is what love is somebody looses,somebody gains.

Somewhere in time I did something wrong,
These thoughts come to me me as I write this song.

What is love, but a mirage,
Everything is here,yet something is at large.

What do you do,when someone you love makes you cry,
Time just goes on and it can never again come by.

Is this pain I feel as I write,
I will come back, back with all my might.